I AM SO ANXIOUS
I am managing to keep myself awake with some truly unresolvable concerns...well, ones that can't be resolved at 3am in any case.
I'm going to write them here because a) nobody reads this blog anyway and b) I'm of the understanding that this might help me sleep.
Its hard to make any of this sound right, so I won't bother...it'll be a jumble. well, whatever. ITs funny because one of the main worries I've been having lately is never saying or writing things when I think them; because how are you meant to be remembered and your thoughts taken if nobody ever hears them? I tread so carefully because I've got this strange notion that art and pretensions go hand in hand...I don't actually believe that, I have nothing but the deepest respect for anyone who publicly points themselves and their ideas to a wider audience....I'm just so scared of being taken in the wrong way, that I almost become...apologetic or defensive.
someone is at the door
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Tell 'em to bugger off...I ask you, who comes knocking on a blokes door at 3.00am disturbing his angst...now, as you were saying?
ReplyDeletehahaha! The girlfriend came home from her evening out and listened to my angsty chatter...lucky thing
ReplyDeleteAhhhh! Now I know why you did not continue with the catharsis... :P
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